As soon as April began, I became overwhelmed with fatigue and illness. There were multiple days in a row where I had to sleep for extended hours, cancel commitments, and let go of lingering responsibilities until I could release many layers of weighted energy. It’s taken me over a week to bring my energy back up and feel healthy, and this is quite the metaphor for the month of April.
This month’s energy will help us focus on readjusting our steps, taking time out when we need it, and getting to the core of our motivations. There is typically a sense of renewal during this month, but this time in particular is focused on feeling guilt-free about how we move forward. This means removing ourselves out of a reactive space, and asking ourselves what we really need. We are seeking this month to take action based on inspiration, but the energy is begging us to get in a space where we can receive that inspiration. Thus, self-care, patience and getting into a calm, relaxed state is essential for our growth to be a bountiful experience, rather than a tiring one.
Try not to push too hard this month to make things happen; focus on rest, rejuvenation, and relaxation. Manifestation is best when it occurs from a joyful state of being. Change is always happening, and whether it appears small or large to us, it is up to us to decide how to see it.
Some change may ask us to slow down and reevaluate, while other changes may be asking us to connect further with ourselves, even if they seem disastrous on the outside. We may not even be able to see change happening at all, but really we are changing on the inside first and simply have to acknowledge that. If we’ve been dealing with situations in the same way, this month asks us to adjust our actions so that they feel more aligned with our current state of spiritual evolution. What actions or perspectives are we taking that no longer are working for us, and that don’t feel right?
It’s a great month to take a relaxed approach, release those worries about desires coming to fruition, and focus on the layers behind the desires. Focus on rebalance and self-love. Be open to the idea that the single ideas are not the only pathway, and that temporary measures can be necessary to take us from one place to the next. Less resistance to a pathway will open us up to next steps.
This month Archangel Machidiel came through, the Archangel of Courage. He brings healing light to our hearts, and gives us strength during challenging times. He can help to inspire us, bring us optimism, and helps us find our way by listening to our own hearts. Connecting with Machidiel is like being showered with golden light and energy, bringing cleansing and renewal. His energy is soft, gentle and loving, and also brings a very clear head-space. Machidiel will help you find clarity through the self, widening your connection to your Divine energy.
Here is His Message:
I want you to know that you are doing nothing wrong. If you feel find yourself feeling judgmental of yourself in a negative way, simply ask yourself why. Your judgment is merely a piece of clothing that you can unravel thread by thread; when you do, you see that there is nothing substantial there to wear or carry. All you are doing is becoming a Spiritual Master of Earth Living. You are learning about yourself, and each thought, each experience and every encounter is here to show you more about who you are.
This is a great process of self-discovery, and it will be beautiful to treat it as such. See this period as a time of self-discovery, where you are enabling yourself for future action that truly resonates with you, for manifestation that truly feels connected to your heart. Relax as you come into your being, for that is all you are experiencing. You are coming into your being and allowing yourself to shine.
Relaxation and fun are never a waste of time. These are helping you most connect to your spirit. It is in these things where you create the most true experiences of all, for your joy is who you truly are. There are two major energies you can experience now: grasping at straws, or leaving the straws behind. See that there is nothing you need to grasp at!
Ask why you are grasping in the first place, and if your focus and energy is better suited elsewhere. Remember that you don’t necessarily need to focus energy on things to achieve right now; you can focus it on who you are and how you want to be. Find the joy in being who you are, and in allowing yourself to settle into your vision of yourself.
No action you take is a waste, but is merely energy you are choosing to put somewhere. Decide where to put your energy, even if it is in non-action, which is also never a waste. Everything is a choice, and each choice will lead you to where you need to be. Take the pressure off your choices, for it is not the choices that matter, but the energy behind them. Are you making choices that focus on self-love and care, and that truly resonate with who you are?
Even if you are making a temporary choice in order to take care of yourself, that choice is leading you to where you need to be. Again, do not worry about the actual choice; focus on the thought process behind it. “I am making this choice to take care of this particular need, to follow this inspiration, to have some fun, etc” is most powerful. Make a choice not for the result it will bring you, but for the love and care it provides you. Even if is not ideal in your mind, that is simply your perspective judging it.
Unravel that judgment, dear hearts, and create a perspective from a relaxed space. This relaxed space comes from focusing on the energy that is flowing through your body. See white light pouring down through your head and through your feet. See it also flowing in the other direction, up through your feet and through your head. Focusing on this for two minutes will get you into the relaxed space you need to receive clarity, connect to your heart, and dissolve the worry and judgement.
I love you dearly! Call on me to wrap my loving wings around your heart, clear your head, and see your brilliant self as you truly are.